Chapter 6, Tears and Weeping

I want to know why she drives you crazy

I immediately retorted: "He is also nice to others, not just to me. We simply get along well; if it were someone else, he would be the same."

I have seen Gu Mi Yin countless times sitting behind Meng Xi Lou, embracing his waist, laughing as she passed by. Her long hair floated in the wind, disheveled and carefree

I truly could not refuse his request, so I nodded without hesitation

I cannot discern the tone in which Vanga uttered this statement

I shook my head

"Axi, do you hate me now..." The tone of Vanka was very light, as if afraid of saying something wrong.

This is probably the way that the Vatican affirms a person

Remember to drink some cold medicine when you get home to prevent catching a cold

Meng Xilou habitually chewed on the straw and asked, "Su Xi, do you have any good ideas?"

None can compare to the beauty of this night

He bought me some congee and thoughtfully accompanied it with side dishes. When he brought the congee to me, countless emotions surged within me, and my eyes began to moisten again. He was angry, yet he still thought of me in everything.

I cried heart-wrenchingly, venting all the emotions within me

Meng Xilou, could you at least say something? How can you remain silent? Can't you even say a single 'I'm sorry'?

The words of the monk struck a chord within me, causing the tears that were about to cease to surge forth once again

One can only gaze deeply at this moment.

Mengxi Building

The rain falls heavier and heavier, casting a gray haze over the city. This downpour acts like a catalyst, urging all the tears I have been holding back for so long to finally flow out.

The second semester of the third year of high school has begun, and even before the Lantern Festival is over, students must return to school, under the pretext of make-up classes. All third-year students are in the same situation, as the college entrance examination is only a few months away, and everyone is desperately trying to squeeze in more study time

I am fine

I had just thought that in front of Mengxi Building, I would be somewhat different from others. However, the answer from Mengxi Building negated all of that

Xia Han poked my head without any hesitation and said, "You are such a blockhead! If I say you have low emotional intelligence, you are infatuated with Meng Xilou to the point of obsession. If I say you have high emotional intelligence, you can't even see this."

Xia Han constantly urged me to confess my feelings to Meng Xilou, to express all the thoughts I harbored about him. I shook my head repeatedly in refusal, for I had never contemplated that the love surviving in the darkness would be spoken aloud. My love for Meng Xilou is akin to the vines that cling to the great trees in a primeval forest; before they could reach the top of the tree, they wither away, ultimately turning to dust

Gu Mi Yin said that she tattooed the name of Vanga on her body, adding a little mark of love for Vanga, which also signifies that Vanga has been etched into her very bones, to be remembered for a lifetime

With red eyes, I softly uttered the words "I am sorry"

If there were no Su Xi, who should he seek to play the key role in this confession

Indeed... every time Vankia calls me at the classroom door or invites me to do something, I always find various excuses to decline. I am afraid that Gu Miyi will feel jealous if she sees, so I try to avoid contact with Vankia

"Let's go, I will take you home." Vanka switched to the other hand and continued to hold the umbrella.

I am both delighted by the increased time I have spent with Meng Xilou and saddened by his level of concern for Gu Mi Yin. If I mention that Gu Mi Yin has a cough, he will undoubtedly buy a lot of medicine and ask me to deliver it to her. If I say she suddenly wants a particular drink, the next day there will be a case of that drink placed at her doorstep.

I said through my tears: "He is enough for me in my eyes..."

However, Xia Han said that this has nothing to do with love

Vajra, I am truly sorry... This "I am sorry" I say with utmost sincerity

After a while, while I was still contemplating how to apologize to Vanga, the door to the ward was pushed open

I smiled and let her look at the snowflakes outside the window

"Su Xi, have you heard?" Meng Xilou noticed my lack of response and spoke with a hint of dissatisfaction in his tone

There is no one else at home except for me. My mother went grocery shopping, Gu Yuetian is probably at the factory, and as for Gu Miyin, I have no idea where she has gone.

His face gradually fell, and his expression became terrifyingly gloomy

In fact, Gu Mi Yin is absolutely right. Even though I wish for Meng Xi Lou to be happy, I do not want him to be with Gu Mi Yin. I hope that the happiness he experiences is given by me, and is unique in the entire world.

Vanjia hurriedly reached out to support me and advised, "You should not go..."

I replied softly, "No, I do not dislike you."

Finally, Xia Han patted her thigh and said, "Su Xi, you haven't introduced the person next to you yet."

I envy, I am jealous, and I also cooperate with Meng Xilou

However, in Meng Xilou's eyes, there is only Gu Mi Yin; no one else can catch his attention, let alone enter his heart

I am listening ... ...

It is a Cantonese song titled "A Thousand Thousand Songs"

Indeed, I have been afflicted by a kind of curse called "Only Love Meng Xilou." This curse lies dormant in my heart, flaring up from time to time. The symptoms of this affliction are such that whatever Meng Xilou says, I will heed; whatever he asks me to do, I will do; all matters revolve around Meng Xilou.

Each of us ordered a cup of milk tea and sat on the high stools in the shop, with me eagerly taking the initiative to pay.

During the winter vacation, I stayed at home doing exercises, while Gu Mi Yin went to the library with Fan Jia a few times. He invited me, but I declined.

"Axi, open your eyes and see, does Meng Xilou's gaze rest upon you even for a moment?"

Suddenly, something cold fell on my forehead. Looking up, I saw that several snowflakes had fallen from the sky without my noticing, followed by countless snowflakes silently descending, soon covering the streets in white

I do not know why there are so many tears, nor do I know how long this rain will last. I cannot even distinguish which is rainwater and which are tears, and my mouth is filled with bitterness

Even if I come to Japan, it is like a thousand evening stars

"Su Xi, thank you." Meng Xilou drank the hot water in one gulp and then handed the bottle over; his face finally regained its rosy hue

Vanjia shook his head and said, "I will go eat when your friend arrives. I am not at ease leaving you unguarded."

Vajra really got angry, and with this realization, I couldn't help but shiver a little

"Su Xi, why have you only just arrived? I have been waiting for you for quite a while..." Meng Xilou began with a tone of reproach.

The somewhat puzzled expression on Vankaya's face vanished in an instant; I had never seen him with a blank expression. Every time I saw him, his face was adorned with a smile as gentle as a spring breeze

Drifting in the distance on my journey

I shook the garbage bag in my hand and said nonchalantly, "I came out to take out the trash. What are you doing here?"

Meng Xilou did not notice anything unusual about me; he was still saying something, but I could no longer hear clearly.

Meng Xilou was probably really frozen, so he took the cup of hot water without any hesitation

I hurriedly took out the bottle filled with hot water from my arms and handed it to him: "It's too cold, why don't you have some hot water"

The person in front of me is Meng Xilou. He is riding a motorcycle at the entrance of his house and asks me where Gu Mi Yin has gone. I open my mouth but cannot answer this question. His originally playful face suddenly turns pale, and he asks me if I have hidden Gu Mi Yin. I hurriedly explain that I have not hidden Gu Mi Yin. Meng Xilou is relentless.

I said, "I have no strength at all..."

You specifically went out to take out the trash, so why is the garbage still in your hand

I shook my head, feeling weak all over, as if there were a ball of cotton in my head

Square

Meng Xilou stood in front of me, hesitantly saying: "I'm sorry... Su Xi, please get better soon..."

Goodbye

Xia Han's voice came from afar, her high heels tapping on the floor, seemingly creating a sense of rhythm. The door swung open, and Xia Han entered carrying a large pile of items.

"It must be filled with Mengxi Tower." I told a very cold joke

I know, I know everything

I will not go to the hospital; I want to go to the city square

In an instant, there are too many things to discuss

At that moment, an indescribable emotion surged within me. It was evident that he was waiting for Gu Mi Yin, perhaps just to say "Happy New Year".

Can I ignore everything

Still, thank you to your handsome guy, it was all his idea

Xia Han stood up, tossed her hair, and said: "Hello, my name is Xia Han"

His lonely shadow was elongated by the orange-yellow light, and he stood there quietly, as if he intended to stand until the end of time.

How what you said is not me

I know that what I do is no different from what she does

Vajra is always so considerate

I furrowed my brows and broke free from his hand, stubbornly determined to find Meng Xilou. Fan Jia was helpless against me and insisted on following. I said nothing further and let him be.

Meng Xilou finished speaking and then left

Why did he not notice my discomfort at the first moment

I struggled to open my eyes, stared blankly for a long time, and finally realized that I was in a hospital, not in a crowded square filled with noise.

I smile and listen to you speak

I noticed Meng Xilou's discomfort and hurriedly tried to smooth things over: "I have nothing to do now..."

The four characters "Ayin Zhuan Zuo" engraved on the motorcycle pierced my eyes

The sky began to drizzle gently. It is already early spring, and new buds have sprouted on the branches along the roadside. The road is damp and wet, and pedestrians hurriedly pass by.

Thank you. I sincerely appreciate the blessing of having such a thoughtful friend bestowed upon me by heaven

The upcoming winter break is brief, lasting only a little over twenty days

Meng Xilou continued, "This confession is too important, I need you"

At this moment, my tears finally rolled down in torrents. This is a trivial matter, yet it sufficiently illustrates the weight I hold in Mengxi Building.

Gu Mi Yin smiled and said to Meng Xi Lou: "Fan Jia, we are finally together"

I whispered, "I am sorry..."

"No need, I will leave now. She probably doesn't want to see me anymore..." Meng Xilou said as he was about to leave

Just as I had set down the water cup, the landline at home rang. I truly lacked the strength to walk over and answer the phone, so I let it ring. However, the caller seemed determined not to give up until the call was answered, persistently dialing. After gathering my strength for a while, I finally walked over to pick up the phone

Meng Xilou did not speak, but it was Xia Han beside him who could not hold back any longer and said: "Meng Xilou, you should have a bit of conscience. You should have visited Su Xi yesterday. She nearly developed pneumonia because of this trivial matter concerning you, do you know that! If it weren't for Fan Jia, Su Xi would still be lying down now, and then your guilt would be immense. Meng Xilou, be more mindful!"

Meng Xilou is looking for me regarding some matters ... ... I bypassed the Vank Cathedral and prepared to take a taxi to the city square. However, after walking a few steps, I felt extremely dizzy and somewhat unsteady.

Why does he always mention Gu Mi Yin

Mom, I am going out to take out the trash. Tomorrow is the first day of the lunar month, and taking out the trash is considered inauspicious. In our local customs, it is believed that taking out the trash on the first day of the lunar month will throw away wealth and good fortune

I willingly allow myself to be used

Gu Mi Yin is still wildly playing, but she only revolves around Fan Jia. Moreover, her hair has been dyed back to black, the rose tattoo on the back of her neck has been removed, and on the other side, the letters "FJ" have been inked.

I would like to know in what ways she is much better than me

I am truly uncertain whether Xia Han is here to see the patient or to entertain.

She is such a brave girl, loving someone so purely, so selflessly. Setting aside the time when she hated me, she might have been a very good friend

Vanjia pulled me back and then found a seat next to him to sit down. He turned his head, smiled, and said, "Axi, it is truly nice that you care about me"

I have come to see you" Vanga directly stated his intention

Ah Xi, you are not in his eyes

When Fan Jiayue said this, I felt an increasing sense of rebellion within me, so I blurted out in anger: "I don't need you to take care of me!"

The scene before me alternates between snowflakes and normalcy, and my forehead is constantly beaded with a cold sweat, as if I might collapse at the slightest gust of wind

Uh... what are you doing on the bus? The direction to Vanga's home is opposite to mine. Occasionally, when I take the bus, I see him at the platform diagonally across from me.

Why did I not meet Vanga first

At last, the dream has finally awakened

But why am I so sad

Gu Mi Yin is not at home

After a while, I realized who the "friend" he was referring to was

I hurriedly changed my shoes and carried the trash outside

Donkey-hide gelatin blood-enriching granules, Black-bone chicken Baifeng pills, as well as Liuwei Dihuang pills and Brain Platinum. Upon seeing these items, I can only feel a tingling sensation on my scalp

The figure of Meng Xilou had long since vanished into the darkness, yet I stood there foolishly smiling at that spot until my mother called me at the door, at which point I finally walked in, still holding onto the trash in my hand

As the bus started moving, I watched the streets, crowds, and shops receding outside the window, reflecting on Meng Xilou's words and her resolute figure. Suddenly, a hand reached out in front of me; Vankia handed me an earplug, signaling me to put it on

I looked at his damp shoulders and said softly, "You should go back quickly, or you will catch a cold."

I waited breathlessly at the door for half an hour before Meng Xilou slowly walked over. It is likely that he used the last class to take a nap, as the red marks from his sleep had not yet faded from his face

Are you looking for me? The sun today seems to have risen from the west

After school in the afternoon, fearing that Meng Xilou would wait too long, I was the first to rush out of the classroom and then ran towards the milk tea shop

I smiled at him and said, "Thank you"

Look, Xia Han's language skills are excellent; she actually used three different types of "egg" to describe someone's foolishness. I won't elaborate on those crude expressions, but the usually composed Vang Jia was amused to the point of beaming with laughter by the unique "Xia's quotes".

Vanjia sent me back to my doorstep. Just as I was about to turn and go inside, he suddenly called out, "Wait a moment," and then quickly ran out.

What a poor excuse

The weather outside is very cold, and Meng Xilou is stamping his feet in the cold, placing his hands near his mouth and continuously breathing on them.

Meng Xilou waved to me from atop his motorcycle, saying, "I am going home, goodbye"

I only feel that he emanates a chill.

Xia Han leaned over, poked my forehead, and said: "You have driven Vanga away. You still say he doesn't like you, truly a case of being frustrated with iron for not becoming steel! Su Xi, I really want to crack open your head and see what is actually inside!"

I took the medicine and foolishly asked, "Why are you so good to me?"

As soon as the words left her mouth, Xia Han shot me a glare and then continued to reprimand Meng Xilou

Vanjia is very tall, I only reach his chest. The two of us walk under the same umbrella, and the atmosphere is somewhat ambiguous. His breath carries a hint of coldness, mixed with the fresh air, creating a kind of scent that I cannot describe.

I let out an "oh" and expressionlessly waved goodbye to Meng Xilou

What is it that makes you infatuated with her

Why is it that those who call me Axi are not Meng Xilou

And the antidote is the heart of Meng Xilou

I was exhausted from crying, my legs numb from squatting, and only then did I wipe my tears and slowly stand up. Just a moment ago, I had cried so deeply, thinking that Vanga had long since left. When I came to my senses, I realized that Vanga had been there all along. The hand holding the umbrella was already trembling slightly, and half of his body was completely soaked.

What I did not expect was that when I stood up to serve the rice, I inadvertently glanced out the window and saw the figure of Meng Xilou. His motorcycle was parked outside, and he was leaning against it, occasionally looking this way.

The two of us worked together in perfect harmony, and before long, I had consumed all the porridge and side dishes. I patted my round belly and then remembered to ask Vanga if he had eaten.

What differences do you perceive between her and me in your heart

My mother looked at me with a mix of laughter and tears as I walked back carrying the trash

There was no one else in the ward, and I irritably tapped my own head, attempting to make myself a little more alert

These are all dreams, I know. However, when I see Meng Xilou embracing Gu Miyin, and Gu Miyin treating Meng Xilou as if he were Vankia, my tears flow uncontrollably.

Su Xi, I am Meng Xi Lou

You should drink the porridge first

I tried to cheer myself up, changed my clothes, and finished washing up. The person in the mirror looked pale and haggard, like a ghost. I patted my face to make my complexion look a little better, then stepped out with unsteady steps.

His words were very thoughtful, which moved me even more

I suddenly remembered that I needed to go to the city square to help Mengxilou, so I quickly got up, startling Fanga who was napping by the bed.

That day, Meng Xilou came to find me and inquired about Gu Mi Yin's recent situation. As I was speaking, Meng Xilou suddenly said: "Su Xi, I want to confess to A Yin once more. This time, it will definitely not be like last time. Will you help me?"

"Su Xi, hurry to the city square, I am waiting for you here," Meng Xilou urged over the phone

My body suddenly plummeted downwards, all consciousness was obliterated, and I could only hear Vangia shouting loudly "Axi" in my ears

Meng Xilou waved at me from a distance, with a rare smile on his face and an inexplicable excitement, so much so that he ignored the Vajra behind me.

The words of the monk pierced my heart like a knife; he spoke so bluntly, yet it was the truth, a truth I had long recognized but was unwilling to admit.

I leaned against the edge of the bed, feeling extremely regretful for saying those words.

It is also absolutely impossible for me to appreciate it more

I felt more and more heartbroken as I listened.

I stood by and watched him, the hair on his forehead damp with droplets of water. I cautiously asked in a low voice: "Meng Xilou, could you take me home?"

Gu Mi Yin knew it was Meng Xi Lou outside just by hearing the sound of the motorcycle. She said she had known he was standing outside for a long time, but she just didn't go out.

Meng Xilou paused for a moment and replied, "I have said before that the back seat of a motorcycle is only reserved for Gu Mi Yin."

When it comes to speaking, Xia Han speaks incessantly, and the subsequent fluent words make Meng Xilou blush.

We will meet at the milk tea shop outside the school after class in the afternoon

I, Su Xi, am just an ordinary person. I am not as pretty as Gu Mi Yin, nor can I sing and dance like other girls, let alone play various musical instruments. Apart from being good at academics, I have no other talents. How can I deserve the kindness of Fang Jia Dai?

Axi, don't cry...

By the way, I have already called Auntie to reassure her. Once you receive the infusion tomorrow, you will be able to be discharged from the hospital.

I waved to him and said, "Happy New Year" as well. Holding that empty bottle, my heart felt as sweet as eating honey.

Vanja's hands are beautiful, like hands that play the piano, long and clean, with straight bones, pleasing to the eye. I put the earphones in my ears, and a soft voice comes out.

In the blink of an eye, Meng Xilou is once again embracing Gu Miying and smilingly says to me, "Su Xi, would you like to have some wedding candies?"

As soon as the words left my mouth, I regretted it; the goodwill of Vanga was trampled by me.

After Xia Han heard it, both of her eyes were shining: "Su Xi, I'm sure this handsome guy likes you. He treats you so well. Today, when we were at the square, I happened to be nearby. He carried you all the way to the hospital. You didn't see the anxious expression on his face. Tsk tsk, it's really heartwarming."

As soon as Fan Jia left, Xia Han began to press for answers: "Su Xi, what is your relationship with this exceptionally handsome guy? When did you meet? Why have I never heard you mention him before?"

Perhaps my world is too impoverished, which is why I cannot come up with any good ideas

After the start of the school year, there has been a significant change in Mengxi's attitude towards Gumi. Previously, he always stayed by her side, but now he quietly inquires about her from me and silently pays attention to her.

Meng Xilou clearly did not anticipate my emergence, as evidenced by the look of astonishment on his face. He sniffed slightly and responded with a hint of disappointment: "I just passed by here."

Those sparkling snowflakes dance freely like fairies on this beautiful New Year's Eve night

He started the motorcycle, rode a few steps, then pressed the brake to stop. He turned back and said loudly, "Su Xi, Happy New Year."

Tears fell unexpectedly, both urgent and fierce, like beads that had come loose from a string, scattering onto the blanket and disappearing in an instant

Such words made my face blush a little

I was taken aback for a moment, then said: "I see... I apologize, but I have to leave right away"

The air conditioner is running at home, so it is quite warm. As soon as I stepped outside, a biting wind blew in, and I couldn't help but sneeze. This sneeze caught Meng Xilou's attention. I walked outside nonchalantly, pretending to just notice Meng Xilou's presence, and exclaimed in surprise, "Oh, you are here."

When I arrived at the city square, my head was spinning intermittently, and my legs were trembling.

At this moment, Fanjia stood by my side holding an umbrella. I didn't feel any rain and foolishly looked up at the umbrella for a while. When my gaze shifted half an inch to the right, I saw Fanjia's smiling face.

I did not mean to, but just as I opened my mouth to explain, Vanka stood up, turned around, and left, slamming the door shut with a loud bang that echoed in the room

Hello, who is this? I asked weakly.

Meng Xilou needs me because he wants to confess his love to Gu Mi Yin.

What does she have more than I do

I cried until my voice was hoarse and exhausted.

At that moment, Xia Han became furious, pointing at me and scolding, "Su Xi, can't you have a bit of ambition! With you acting like this, Meng Xilou didn't even glance at you! He is using you, he is taking advantage of your feelings!"

I nodded vigorously and replied, "Okay"

What else is to be responsible for

"How could Meng Xilou be so heartless towards you! I only had good intentions, fearing that you would suffer even more harm"

"Axi, you look unwell. Are you feeling sick?" Vanka asked while reaching out to touch my forehead. "You have a fever! I will take you to the hospital"

A series of questions left me with a headache. I organized my thoughts and began to recount the process of getting to know Vanga.

Xia Han looked at me with a mischievous expression, then spoke to Fan Jia in a strange tone: "I will take good care of your Ah Xi." Her emphasis was clearly on the last two words, conveying a teasing tone

Early in the morning, Fan Jia came to see me, accompanied me to the square, and even took me to the hospital when I fainted, staying by my side the entire time. However, when I woke up, I did not utter a single word of thanks. He clearly acted out of concern for me, yet he received my rejection in return. He must be very hurt.

I have one hand receiving an intravenous drip, which is inconvenient. Vankato is holding the bowl, and I am scooping the porridge with a spoon, after which he uses chopsticks to place the side dishes onto the spoon

I quickly finished my meal, then tidied up the trash in the living room and kitchen, and secretly poured a cup of hot water, tightened the lid, and held it close to my chest

I want to tell you that you are very important on the day of the confession. You are truly significant, and you are responsible for bringing Gu Mi Yin to the square, and you also need to take care of ... ...

Vajra is a person I cannot aspire to reach, and my presence is merely a blemish in his brilliant life. He, being exceptional, deserves better choices, and it is evident that I am not that person

This sentence is like a spell, my tears rolled down, soaking his palm

Upon arriving at the bus stop, the bus happened to arrive just in time. I said "goodbye" to Vanga and boarded the bus. Unexpectedly, Vanga also got on; he inserted the fare and instructed me to go to the back.

You may go

On this night, I encountered Meng Xilou, and a snowfall occurred. The long-standing oppression and bitterness vanished at this moment, leaving only a fleeting joy

The room was eerily quiet, and as I looked into Vanga's eyes, my vision gradually blurred, and before I knew it, tears streamed down my face. Vanga's warm hand reached out, cradling my face, and all my tears fell into his palm

I want to wish A Yin a Happy New Year

Before long, he ran breathlessly to me and handed over a bag of medicine

Su Xi, I have come to see you

I know that I have given more than she has

Early the next morning, Vanka brought breakfast to the hospital room and asked my mother to go back and rest, saying he would keep watch. My mother has always been averse to me having too much contact with boys, but this time she surprisingly agreed.

Meng Xilou also shook his head

I am not a stingy girl, but Meng Xilou leaving me truly makes me feel sad. When I asked him, I had already anticipated the answer, yet hearing him say it in person, I still found it difficult to accept immediately

No need to thank me. I will take back the bottle

On New Year's Eve, it was just the three of us—Gu Mi Yin, my mother, and I—celebrating together, as something had happened at the factory, and Gu Yue Tian hurriedly went to handle it

I did not expect that as soon as I stepped out, I saw Vanga standing outside. He had his hand raised high, seemingly about to knock on the door. Rubbing my aching head, I weakly asked, "What brings you here?"

I often see Gu Mi Yin touching those two letters, with a hint of a silly smile on her face

In the evening, Mother came to keep watch, and both Xia Han and Fan Jia returned home. Mother seemed particularly fond of Fan Jia, persistently asking him who he was, and I was almost annoyed by her incessant questioning

What about you? What are your thoughts?

The monk beside me looked at me for a long while and then silently walked out of the ward. I stared blankly at the place where he had sat, unsure of what had just happened

Axi has entrusted you with care, I will go out to eat first

I never expected Xia Han to pull such a stunt, so when I saw Meng Xilou, I was taken aback and didn't even know how to react

I stared blankly at Gu Mi Yin, and she whispered in my ear, "Doesn't this suit your wishes perfectly?"

I smiled and replied, "Then I will go in and call her for you"

I thought it was Meng Xilou who had arrived, so I opened my mouth to call his name, only to see the returning Fan Jia. He wore a serious expression, walked to the bedside with something in hand, and then silently placed the items in front of me.

Vanga stood up and, smiling, introduced himself: "Hello, my name is Vanga"

In the soothing melody, my heart has finally found tranquility

Because you sang with me tonight

Mengxi Tower, oh Mengxi Tower, what should I do with you

Meng Xilou involuntarily revealed a look of disdain upon seeing Fan Jia, as if one more glance at Fan Jia would blind him. Conversely, Fan Jia responded to Meng Xilou with a smile, as if he had never been beaten by him. Fan Jia was inherently reserved and cultured, qualities that were sufficient to overshadow Meng Xilou.

After Fan Jia left, Meng Xi Lou and I sat in the milk tea shop until dark. Both of us have low emotional intelligence, so we discussed for a long time without reaching any conclusions. I had never spoken so much to him before, and I was surprised to discover how his thoughts jumped around. The ideas he proposed were quite novel, but it remains uncertain whether they can be successfully tested

It is said that getting a tattoo is very painful, and I do not possess the same courage as she does

Thank you for being able to affirm me I said sincerely

Even if he enthusiastically declares his intention to confess to Gu Mi Yin, I still feel that everything is uncertain. Fate is unpredictable, and I have only forgotten that Meng Xi Lou is too persistent, unwilling to change for Gu Mi Yin. Even if Gu Mi Yin does not hold him in her heart, he still does not let go.

After Vanka left, the room was empty. My head began to ache, and I still had an IV in my hand; I had not fully regained my strength. My stomach was as empty as the room.

Seeing him gasp for breath, my heart felt as if it were enveloped in a warm current, filled with infinite emotion. Vanga is so attentive and treats me so well

It is simply much better than yesterday

Gu Mi Yin has been in a good mood, so she did not make things difficult for my mother and me, and we lived a relatively peaceful life for a while

What did he say

I paused on the other end of the phone and said, "Happy New Year." I could tell that Vanga's tone was very cheerful as he said, "Axi, we haven't spoken in a long time..."

Even if one comes to Japan, it is like a thousand songs.

Before I could finish speaking, Meng Xilou hung up the phone, leaving me no chance to refuse. I glanced at the clock; it was already 9:30.

There were not many customers in the store, so it was relatively quiet. Meng Xilou and I each held a cup of milk tea, lost in thought. At that moment, a familiar figure walked in from outside the store

I was momentarily taken aback, then replied: "Alright"

As soon as I heard him speak ill of Meng Xilou, a surge of anger rose within me, and I retorted, "How can you be so certain that Meng Xilou is not worthy of my love?"

On New Year's Day, Vankia called and said, "Happy New Year"

His eyes were filled with fragmented light. I withdrew my gaze and continued to cry, but it was no longer the kind of reckless, loud weeping; instead, it was a suppressed sobbing.

Meng Xilou paused for a moment and continued, "I am not looking for A Yin, I am looking for you"

Fan Jia had not been seated for long when Xia Han dragged Meng Xi Lou into the hospital room

I will take you home. Vanga's tone was very casual, and his demeanor was also quite relaxed

Unfortunately, it is about to be on each side

"Today, I need you to help me consider a confession location. What do you think about this square? Do you think it would be better for me to confess to her while skateboarding, or should I do it while breakdancing? Which one does she prefer? Do you think I should buy flowers..." Meng Xilou rambled on and on, but I didn't catch the rest; all the sounds from the outside world turned into the buzzing of mosquitoes in my ears.

The moon shines brightly tonight

She leaves you at a loss for words

As it is the weekend and there is no need to go to school, I lie in bed, sometimes feeling cold and sometimes feeling hot, with no strength in my body at all. After lying there for a while, I feel thirsty, and I struggle to get up to pour myself some water in the living room, my steps feeling unsteady.

"Axi, you should stop liking Meng Xilou. He is not a person worthy of your love; you should give it up," Fan Jia continued to advise.

After returning home, I took a hot shower and drank a cold remedy, but unfortunately, I still caught a cold and developed a high fever

Whether it is Xia Han or Fan Jia, they are both individuals to whom I should express my gratitude

Xia Han said that I am the biggest fool in the world, to which I simply replied, "Fools have their own blessings." This is something my mother often used to say. When interacting with others, my mother always said that it is always good to suffer a little loss.

But I can never change your heart's flutter

This song is exquisite in every word, capturing my emotions so accurately, as if it tells the story of me and Meng Xilou. Just as the lyrics say, no matter what I do for Meng Xilou, it cannot change his feelings.

Xia Han set down her belongings, sat down on the edge of the bed, glanced at Fan Jia, and began her relentless brainwashing education once again. The content was nothing more than that Meng Xilou was a pest to the entire world, those who liked him would end up in a miserable situation, and that I was the biggest fool, idiot, and moron under the heavens

Alright. As long as it is something that Meng Xilou has said, I will definitely be the first to support it, even if it does not align with my true intentions

As for the reasons for the estrangement, I find it difficult to articulate

"You have a fever, what are you doing at the city square? Are you trying to risk your life?" The tone of Vanga revealed a sense of reproach, yet it was filled with concern for me

The gaze of Vanka is cold, as if a thin layer of ice has formed around him. He looked at me for a long time before asking, "Do you know what Meng Xilou said after you fainted?"

You keep telling me about her every move and gesture

Xia Han supported her forehead and weakly said: "Su Xi, have you been cursed by Meng Xi downstairs?"

Yet I do not linger in your heart

That person is Vanga. He bought a cup of milk tea and a snack, and then walked over here. Vanga placed the snack in front of me, held the milk tea, said nothing, and left.

I know I am dreaming

I looked at him and asked in a somewhat flustered manner: "Where is Meng Xilou?"

Meng Xilou spoke with great enthusiasm, and I could hardly bear to interrupt him. It was not until the owner of the milk tea shop reminded us that it was time to close that Meng Xilou and I finally left the shop

The entire city is weeping with me

I squatted by the roadside, inexplicably sobbing loudly, allowing the rain to soak my clothes

I shook my head

I deeply feel that my mother has been enchanted by the beauty of the Buddha.

Only the last four words he said remain in my mind. He said he needs me, so I must get better quickly. It is indeed a very happy thing to be needed by someone you like

She has made you look much more haggard

After my mother left, Fan Jia was tidying up the remnants of breakfast while asking, "Axi, how do you feel today?"

After I fainted, Meng Xilou's first concern was not for my well-being, but rather whether he could continue with his confession.

A timely snow promises a good harvest in the coming year

When I heard the song "Knowing" sung by Guo Jing one day, tears streamed down my face in an instant

Love drives people to madness, rendering them so numb that they are unaware of their actions

He rode away rapidly on his motorcycle

Let you be willing to wait patiently

The ever-gentle Vanga, who always wore a smile on his face, even when provoked, would maintain an air of calmness. However, today, he was angry

It is not surprising that Meng Xilou knows the landline number of the Gu family

Meng Xilou's motorcycle was parked outside, covered with fine droplets of water. He wiped it off carelessly, then got on and started the motorcycle

Su Xi, you must arrive at the square before 10 o'clock, I will be waiting for you. That's it, goodbye

He said ... ...

Unfortunately, I cannot win his heart, so this curse remains unsolvable

Vanjia replied with a smile: "Because you are Su Xi"

Both individuals fell silent